magic wand poem

4-12-2010


I know that you've been hurt
i can see that you're in pain
i wish i had a wand
that could make you well again

you don't deserve to suffer
or live your life unwell
i don't know how you feel
but i wish that i could tell

I'd do anything to help you
to make you feel OK
and please know that i love you
each more with every day

woodward park poem

First meetings aren't always so sweet
The how are you`s
And what do you like to eat,

Then after a little time It gets easier to talk,
Laughing and learning more
Holding hands while you walk,

Feeling the sparks as you share a look
Scared and nervous about the first kiss,
Wondering if they are feeling the same
Waiting for the pause, and leaning in for this,

Nothing more magical than the first one
Fireworks erupting in your heart,
Pulling back to see her face
So happy its you that shared this start,

At the end of the date when walking to the door
Hoping and praying for just one more,
A goodnight kiss and a warm embrace
Sends you home with a glow on your face

Car crash today

so was driving home after work.... i fell asleep at the wheel.... sent the lady to the hospital with major back pain...my neck chest and face are sore from the airbag........ we are both lucky nothing major happen.... went to kaiser doc says I am ok.... was given a few sleeping pills.......

here are some pics of my car

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hope this movie is good when it comes out really wanna see this :)

ICE CREAM RAIN DROPS (hahahah)

Rain drops knock on my roof
Drip-drop, drip-drop, drip-drop
Then drop-drop, drip-drip, drop-drop
Sound like ice-ice, cream-cream, ice-cream

Rain drops take me out for ice-cream
Buy me one scoop of chocolate flavor
"One scoop? No!!! I want more than one"
Drop-drop, drip-drip, drop-drop, make-it-two-scoops

Rain drops buy me two scoops
"Humm only two? How about three?
No no, make it four scoops!"
Drop-drop, drip-drip, drop-drop, make-it-four-scoops

Rain drops knock on my head
Drip-drop, drip-drop, drip-drop, share-me-some
Flip-flip, flop-flop, flip-flop, I walk
"I won't share, I'll munch it alone!"

collection of poems from april - aug

FLOWER

You tried to crush me like a flower..
With all your strength, and all your power.
Holding me tightly in your grasp,
So cruelly, so hatefully, until at last...

Therese no more beauty left to see..
The delicate petals that used to be me.
You've finally destroyed with your cruel mite,
Now all that's left is an ugly sight.



NIGHTMARES


Night is falling, the streetlamps shining through my window
I feel the tingle of the shadows on my neck
my heart begins to race

I feel the coming on of the nightly terror
the utterly incapacitating fear of solitude
I'm alone
but still
the worst is yet to come

The slithering creatures emerge from my mind
mere delusions that only I see
but they are terrifyingly real

Grasping my heart in an iron vice
they kill me again
and again
until my deaths number in hundreds
and still I cannot escape

The horrible feeling of no control
no hope
no life
and even worse
it is all my fault


LOVE OF MY HEART

The love in my heart
is the love i know best
Its what keeps me awake at night
and happy through the day
Its what makes me want to protect you
even though I'm not that strong
Its what makes me feel invincible
even though I'm clearly not
But most of all its what keeps me alive
knowing i have a purpose
To give you all the love in my heart

WAITING FOR YOU


It's pretty amazing to me,
Just how amazingly pretty you are.
I feel like I already know so much about you.
Your beauty, kindness, but most important,
Your loving heart...

I'll admit I feel alone at times,
But I do my best to carry on.
Because that's the only way I'll ever find you.
Like so many others before me,
I just have to carry on...

I feel like you're almost here,
And, yet, almost is still so far away.
But I can't control time,
I can only live day by day...

I've been waiting so long now,
For what I've been born to do.
And that's to show you what it's like,
To have someone so deeply in love with you...

I've done my time and taken mental notes,
As other couples have passed me by.
And I'll let you in on a little secret,
I'm going to surpass them all,
And I'll tell you why...

It's not that they didn't know,
How to love someone, or what do do.
It all comes down to me being blessed,
To be the one who gets to love you...

And as I wait for tomorrow,
I'll do what it takes,
To continue to be strong.
You will know my love some day.
But until that day comes,
I'll just have to carry on.

In The Night

In the still of night
a shrill scream
just one
then...hush.



Morning dawns
zombie like motions
green eyes I don't recall
stare at a face that's not mine.

Trembling fingers
lather skin too tanned
the tattoo....
surely not mine?

But wait...
fog clearing
for a moment only
...the needle...

Focus...focus

Head thumping
clouds return
pictures flash
yet elude...

Hair color wrong
style perfect but...
but what?
...not mine...

Cold tiles on damp skin
sliding slowly down
I crouch
tasting salt.

Panic mounts
heart pounding
piercing scream
"Who am I"?

Focus...focus

The needle....